MONTHLY SELF PORTRAIT SERIES
Every month I try to take time to draw a self-portrait using different materials and techniques without using a reference image. The result is that through drawing, I learn more about my perception of myself and my image.
My goal in this drawing was to tell a meta-narrative in which I am trying to draw a self-portrait, but am having a hard time seeing myself behind the blank canvas. If I could only rip off the rest of the canvas that is blocking me from coming through...
![gg-0042-5.JPG](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/68c708_a406858d4dd441a1b7b78e0e3e5ca5a6~mv2_d_1457_2090_s_2.jpg/v1/fill/w_265,h_380,al_c,q_80,usm_0.66_1.00_0.01,enc_avif,quality_auto/gg-0042-5_JPG.jpg)
Experimenting with watercolors, I used warm color and a cold color to capture different parts of myself. I avoided painting the complete picture to acknowledge that the whole is much more complex.
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One of the beginning pieces in my series as I began to consider drawing several self-portraits. I began by viewing myself as an artist drawing myself from a sketch. My intention was that my drawn “self” would appear on the other side of the page, flipping traditional perspective on its head.
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I drew this with two different pens, one in each hand, keeping both on the page without taking them off, until I felt I could see myself in both colors.
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My first digital self-portrait exploring Photoshop’s paintbrush features and textures, without an underlying image.
![gg-0015-3.JPG](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/68c708_e3a704351e7247dbb2b6d6e0e539e9e7~mv2_d_2192_3977_s_2.jpg/v1/fill/w_187,h_340,al_c,q_80,usm_0.66_1.00_0.01,enc_avif,quality_auto/gg-0015-3_JPG.jpg)
This self-portrait explores different perspectives. The hat symbolizes my future. The "buildings" on the hat are drawn in 5 point perspective.
![gg-9986-3.jpg](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/68c708_ead053e657cf40aea7970d3a397fc33c~mv2_d_1829_1811_s_2.jpg/v1/fill/w_323,h_320,al_c,q_80,usm_0.66_1.00_0.01,enc_avif,quality_auto/gg-9986-3.jpg)
Over winter break learning about negative space.
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Drawn this semester after switching to the Art School curriculum. This is the first self portrait where I am smiling!
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This is my latest self-portrait with a beard using paint pens. I have been using these colors a lot more in my work.
![gg-9994.jpg](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/68c708_34b9430f87b0495d889507f64b2d78f2~mv2_d_3129_3143_s_4_2.jpg/v1/fill/w_319,h_320,al_c,q_80,usm_0.66_1.00_0.01,enc_avif,quality_auto/gg-9994.jpg)